The 33-year-old, who suffered from Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy (MSP), was convicted of second-degree homicide for her half within the brutal 2015 killing of her mom DeeDee. Now, she is about to launch her facet of the story along with her new memoir My Time to Stand, co-authored by Melissa Moore and Michele Matrisciani and accessible from BenBella Books on Dec. 10.

“It brings me a variety of delight and pleasure to have this thrilling second,” Blanchard tells PEOPLE forward of the e-book’s launch. She name the discharge “nerve-wracking,” including, “it is disturbing. You need to do your story [justice], you need to inform it with as a lot honesty and vulnerability as attainable. So it was fairly a rollercoaster experience.”

Dee Dee subjected Gypsy Rose to years of physician’s visits, remedies, surgical procedures and extra for a slew of great illnesses it turned out she did not have. On June 9, 2015, she was murdered by her daughter’s then-boyfriend Nicholas Godejohn.

Each Nicholas and Gypsy Rose had been discovered responsible in her homicide, with Nicholas getting life on a first-degree homicide cost, and Gypsy Rose ten years for second-degree homicide. She was launched in December 2023 after eight years, and has continued to be a highly-scrutinized public determine.

In a e-book excerpt shared with PEOPLE, Blanchard reveals how she felt when she selected to take “life from her” mom. She detailed the second that was “the ultimate straw” after years of attempting to heal “emotional and bodily” scars.

Gypsy claimed it occurred one month earlier than the homicide, when she alleged her mom “tried to chop” her throat as a result of her voice rapidly turned “high-pitched.” She mentioned she pleaded along with her mom that there was nothing mistaken along with her voice, nevertheless they nonetheless went to the pulmonologist, who she says urged “exploratory surgical procedure of her larynx.”

She mentioned at this level in her life she had already tried to runaway twice and had shot her with a “BB gun” — this after her mom allegedly “chained” Blanchard to the mattress as a result of she believed she was getting older and “more durable to manage.”

Nevertheless, the choice to have the operation with the pulmonologist was one thing that triggered Blancard to “really” worry for the “scope of her malice,” calling the surgical procedure on her voice field “fully pointless.”

Her story reached a brand new degree of public consciousness with Hulu’s 2019 mini-series The Act, starring Joey King as Gypsy Rose and Patricia Arquette as Dee Dee.

This 12 months marked the primary anniversary of Dee Dee’s dying which Gypsy Rose marked as a free girl.

“Some days, what I do is I take heed to music, I take heed to a few of her favourite songs and I permit myself that point to grieve — and I do it privately as a result of I don’t need to be judged,” she instructed E! Information in October. 

As for a way she’s been capable of reconcile her childhood and that difficult relationship along with her mom, Gypsy Rose mentioned she has “a degree of forgiveness” for her mom, now. She additionally hopes her mom can return that forgiveness to her.

My Time to Stand is on the market for preorder now, wherever books are offered.